ok... so this is a little late but i just thought i'd say that i'm reveling in delight that a certain New England quarterback is out for the season.

I don't like to see people hurt, and i wouldn't wish a torn ACL on anyone, but! I just think it's funny how karma is coming back to bite a certain New England team in the a--. i suppose that should be a lesson to all the other NFL teams... get caught cheating and one day you too could lose your MVP quarterback.

gosh this season is going to be fun to watch!

i...am...so...tired.

i'm so tired i want to cry.

today has been a horrible day. i seriously wanted to just start crying in the middle of class today because i was utterly exhausted and so frustrated with the day. weather was shitty, i was late to my class that's taught by the dean of students and i'm scrambling to plan a company outing. it's just been a horrible day all together and i wish i could crawl into a hole and hide forever but i can't because today was only the first day of school and i've got 9 more months to trudge through.

i hate being this tired. i have feeling tired. i hate being so tired i can't think. and when i can't think, i start to get stupid. ugh.

i'm not doubting myself but there are days where i wonder if i'll be able to pull it all off. have my cake and eat it too. i think i'm making the right decisions but then there are moments where i just question myself. i hate not being able to trust my own judgment. i used to be so sure of myself and the decisions i was making but now, i question everything.

so tired.