It worked!
yeah.
I guess blogging for a while helps blogger not hate you so much.
maybe there is hope for me with technology...

I've decided that this fall, I'm going to do something "different." I don't really know what I plan on doing, but I just know I want to do something "different." I'm currently debating between getting another piercing, a new hairstyle, or finding a new store to devote myself too. H & M is too far away (and kind of creepy at times,) and Rampage, the clothes quality is questionable at times. I was thinking of Arden B. or maybe Max Studio. Sadly though, I'd need to find the money to shop at those places. I guess for now, J.Crew and the Gap will have to do but I really think I need a change. Maybe I'll start wearing my beanies and my bucket hats...

Here's a question. If you've ever said you loved someone while you're dating, and then the two of you break up, do you stop loving that person? I find that hard to believe. How can you ever really stop loving a person who you've shared so much with? Is it really even possible? All the guys I've dated seem to be baffled by this concept but I think it's pretty straight forward. After all, you don't love your boyfriend or girlfriend the same way you love your siblings because that would be 1) nasty and 2) inappropriate. So there must be various degrees of love, right? (Am I convincing anyone yet?)

Anyhow, I think I'm going to treat myself to a trip downtown this weekend. I always seem to find something cute (and cheap!) while shopping on my own. (The formal dresses for $4.99... still haven't been able to top that!) Besides, I think I could use the time alone. And it's always nice to have people come and kiss up to you when you walk into a store with them hoping that they'll score some commission. (I love that about New York! ahh... how I miss it so...)

Two more weeks until my real summer begins. Xander leaves next weekend. =( And then in a few months... senior year. I don't think I was this anxious and depressed.... wait, I take that back. I just remembered August - October 1998. =D We won't get into that.

In any case, I think it's time for me to go take a relaxing shower and contemplate what to do with my life (or more specifically, my BA.)

blog later.
me.