So I did it. I forced myself to look at ALL of them. The last one was the one I was dredding the most, but it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. No emotions really stuck out, however now I feel really drained. I don't know why. There even was a picture of him. I didn't even think I had one here with me in Madison, but apparently I did.

I think I'm going to go take a nice long bath tonight. I've been wanting to and my bathtub is pretty clean. Goodness.... there are so many memories. I wonder what they've done with all the pictures.

Maybe I'm getting stronger... after all, I did e-mail that person. Goodness! I hope he doesn't make too much of that e-mail. It was such a last minute thing and I'm rather proud of myself for doing it. I've decided that I'm going to keep my hair the length it is now. I really like it this length. I've also come of the conclusion that with all the shopping I've been doing, I'm TOTALLY on my way to giving myself a wardrove makeover. ha ha! I've even started playing with my make up more. Oh someone would be so proud....

Okay, I'm going to go unwind in the tub now I think. Oooh maybe with some candles...

missing him... oh and there are so many ways to interpret that!

blog later.
me.