Wow, I keep forgetting that I have this thing (even though I go and read what other people have to say.) There really isn't much for me to write about. Not loving my job, but quite honestly who does? I feel like things are slowly picking up. I have a new project that I'm getting excited about. I hope it turns out okay. Only have a few days to finish it, and while I could put a lot more thought and effort into it, that just wouldn't be me!

Things are actually going surprisingly well. I mean, given the way things started out when I moved here in September... my life has completely changed. I've completely changed. I think I was in denial for a while about how much I really did change, but now I'll admit it. I grew up. Didn't really want to, but it was good you know? After all, there's a new baby in the family. (And a damn cute one too!)

I'm starting to get excited about this weekend. I'm starting to look forward to March too. Time has gone by so quickly this past month. Sometimes I wish I could slow things down, but if I did, then it would make being away from him harder. I'm still not used to this- having him in my life, and being who I am now. Strangely enough, I feel like I'm going through puberty all over again, like I'm in this awkward stage of finding out who I am. It's exciting, trying and I'm just not used to it. But I'm slowly adapting... man, I looked awful in junior high. I'm surprised any guy liked me! I think I'm better now though... least I hope I look a little better now...

I should go do my pilates. My body has been so sore recently. Sometimes I forget how lucky I am... Damn, I really am lucky. I can't believe you chose me. Out of all the girls in the world, how did I end up the lucky one? Crazy. I sound like a fool, seriously, I know I do. But it's okay. This will be one of those rare moments where I will talk about how happy I am being with him/you, and blush and giggle like a girl. smiling right now and getting that warm, sappy feeling inside. I should go.

I hope you're smiling too.

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love lots.
me