I should be working but I can't concentrate. I think it's part of the job. Seriously.

Sometimes, I really hate being a girl. No, REALLY. I don't even know where to begin to explain how much I DESPISE being a girl at times. Not to mention, girls are vindictive, overly sensitive, incredibly complicated and just plain snotty beings. Don't get me wrong--there are the occasional breed of girls that are kind, sweet and generous but really, how many of those do you meet in a lifetime? I don't know if I'd prefer to be a boy though because boys can be insensitive, arrogant, lazy, sloppy and thoughtless beings. You just can't win either way.

Anyhow! I am re-thinking my previous plan about how to decide my future. I don't know what I want to do with my life anymore. I'm starting to get anxious thinking about where I may end up. I hate that. I'm getting so anxious and stressed that I'm starting to break-out in hives. THAT'S how stressed I am about my future. I hate surprises and I HATE not knowing where I will end up!

With all that said, despite my wonderful trip to BR last week and the fact that I finally got my pants tailored and will have them by the end of this week, I'm in the most foul mood. I'm hoping Duke wins tonight so I have something to be happy and cheerful about this week. Damn it. Saturday is a big game too and I'm probably going to have to miss that. Maybe I'll buy myself something pretty after work today....

All right, time to get focused or at least try to. blog later...
me.