So the appetite has left me again. I swear, it doesn't like me. Either that, or it's like screwing with my head. It's driving me nuts. I wish I could be normal again....
I've realized that I've lost weight in my face. I thought it was only in my stomach and waist, but I guess it's starting to go everywhere. *sigh*
I thought I was doing well. I made it through one week. Hopefully this one will get easier. I am so grateful that there are people like my sisters out there. I don't know how I would get through some hours of the day without them. If there was ever a good investment I made, it was in DG.
I wish everyone would stop telling me to cheer up. For once, I wouldn't mind hearing someone say "It's okay to be down. Why don't you go have a couple of drinks?" I wish everyone would just stop pushing me to feel better. How are you supposed to pick yourself up after everything you thought you knew blows up in your face? How do you get over someone when after they've told you that they want to be with someone else, you still love them? What is wrong with me?!
So if anyone out there knows how to get over a broken heart, and I mean SERIOUSLY broken to the point where I wish I never had one, let me know. I'd appreciate the advice.
blog later.
me.
