i am hoping and praying that tomorrow will be the last of it and i will never have to study for these exams again.

Well, I haven't been doing much studying today anyway. Stupid f-ing head cold. I don't understand how I got sick to begin with but seriously, after I took part I of license exam torture, i came home and had the worst headache EVER. Come yesterday morning and I felt like absolute crap (apparently to my parents, I looked that way too.)

So today, I've been doing nothing except shopping, procrastinating on fb and briefly reviewed my law notes. Am I screwed for tomorrow morning? Perhaps. Do I care? Not really. Normally, my neurotic self would be freaking out about not passing but this f-ing cold is sucking the life out of me. I don't even think I can think straight without some sudafed and motrin. (Mind you in IL, you can only purchase 7.5 g in a 30 day period. Gotta love the meth makers out there for that one...)

in any case, today i was thinking about two boys. one, now has facial hair, the other, does not. mustache-less boy wants me to change certain aspects of how i look. at first, i thought he was crazy and frankly, i was quite insulted. and as i discussed his "requests" with my friends, they were just as disgusted as i initially was. but then i started to think about mustached boy and how he was cool with how i looked/dressed, but not so cool with some other things. things that were important to me like honesty.

so now i'm starting to think in the grand scheme of things, does it really matter if someone wants to change the way you look but they don't want to change anything about you as a person? i don't know, i think other boys in my life have committed far worst crimes and my friends weren't jumping to persecute them.

i don't know. i'm all perplexed. i think this cold is doing things to my brain.

in any case, i'm off to fake-nap some more.

blog later.