*sigh* the deadline has passed. I don't feel like I accomplished anything though because technically, everything wasn't working as it should. But my hands were tied! and honestly, I did my best. I really did. I guess I just have to deal with it now.

The weekend was awesome in every sense of the word. Granted, my back went out of whack and I was having major anxiety come Monday morning, but it was still great. It's weird. I've never felt this way before. I mean, I have but this time, it's different. I feel like I'm a little more grown up now. I guess we all are.

Am I happy? Yeah, I'm pretty happy. Things didn't exactly turn out the way I'd imagined but I guess I should be used to that now. But I'm good. This feels good and right, Right? I don't have any regrets and I hope you don't either. I'm actually pretty lucky come to think of it. I guess I am really happy. *big smile*

Did I mention that I got to see Dynamo this weekend? Yeah, this weekend was totally crazy but amazing. I got to see my two favorite guys (though we all know I'm in love with Dynamo.) He's so damn cute. And he smiled and giggled and laughed when he saw me! It was the bestest. I miss him. *sigh*

So begins a new chapter in my life. Sometimes I wonder why the path was so hard to get where I am now. But I'm not upset and I'm definitely not upset with you. Whatever hurts us, only makes us stronger right? Right. *big smile* I can't stop smiling. I must look like an idiot walking around work.

It's getting chilly here. *sniffle* Okay, I should get going. Today was a long day. But still a good day because I got to talk to you. I love you.

blog later,
me.