i am stressed. it sucks.

i'm starting to miss aspects of my former life. for instance, i miss having that have someone i can call on at any time of the day for anything. i miss knowing that he will listen to me vent, cry and scream because he knows it makes me feel better. i miss having that friend in my life that i can always count on.

if there's one thing i've always hated about dating it's that when you break up, you tend to lose a best friend. at least that's been the case for me.

i could use a best friend right now. a best friend on call for the next month would be ideal. but i don't think that's going to happen any time soon.

at least i still have shopping.