so i graduated. for a while, graduation seemed like a dream but it happened. i still can't believe it happened. the day itself was very surreal. note to self though: give yourself more than 15 mins when getting ready for graduation.

so now i'm doing nothing. it's quite nice. just returned from what will likely be my last trip for a while. went to nyc with friends. very interesting. and now, it's time to suck it up and start studying for the boards. i am not looking forward to these exams. yuck.

i'm not really sure what i'm writing. part of me wonders if a certain person still checks this blog now and then to figure out what's going on with me. it hit me a few weeks ago though it's been 4 years. sometimes i wonder if i'll throw myself into work like that again. i can see it happening. it was good though. exhausting, but good in a way. i think i just needed to shut things out like that for 4 years. i'd say i'm pretty healed. well, i'd like to believe i am.

but now it's time to face life and learn to trust again. i hate that. i hate having to trust again and be vulnerable. but i guess you can't get anywhere if you don't.

all right, time to get ready. need to run errands and going to see two of the cutest people in this world!!

blog later.
me.