i'm torn between pursuing other jobs or just looking forward to the one i have agreed to. b-school is on hold for the moment but hasn't left my mind. i know i'm burned out but i also know that 6 months from now, after i'm working, i'll be hungry for another challenge and will want to continue to pursue my "career." ugh. at the same time, i don't want to be feeling what i'm feeling now which is wondering why i devoted so much time to work and so little time to play over the last 4 years.

but i do wish i let myself have a little more fun. don't get me wrong though. i'm more than happy with the way things have turned out for myself. i mean, i have a job, in this freakishly awful economy and horrible state. i say "horrible" because there are no drug dealer jobs in Chicago (there are jobs though in boo-fu, IL.)

anyhow! this wasn't the point of my post. the point of my post was, I HATE PACKING! ugh. i hate packing with a passion. i have never liked it.

i know i'm going to miss my lil stint in streeterville but i'm looking forward to returning to my humble abode. and bed.

6 more weeks people. game on.