I'm annoyed. and a little bored. The prospects of traveling to and from WI to IL for the next 5 weekends is not making me happy. Ugh. Sadly, there's no way to really get out of any of the trips. *sigh*

Other things have been on my mind too...like my future. But I hate thinking about my future. It makes me anxious and nervous and well...I'm tired of planning. I'm cool with the present and I can sort of wait...impatiently. What else has been on my mind though?

1) I don't really need a boyfriend. Seriously. Now that I have a working Nintendo and a copy of Dr.Mario and Tetris I am all set. While that may be setting myself up to be an old maid, I don't care because my NINTENDO IS MY NEW BEST FRIEND. It makes me happy, it doesn't fight with me, it calms me down, and well...I always have fun.

2) Me and second-generation Taiwanese people do not jibe well. I mean that. TAF, DG... need I say more? I don't understand it. I think I've been a pretty good Taiwanese person but perhaps I am in my own little world. I'm cool with it though because I know I'll stay true to my convictions but honestly...I don't think I was meant to have any Taiwanese American friends. Don't know what it is and while it used to bother me, now I'm over it. I've realized that it was stupid and silly for me to actually care about what these people thought of me and had to say because in the end, they proved to be pretty rotten and insensitive. Besides, I have great friends. I have AWESOME friends and I'm grateful for everyday that I've known them and had them in my life.

3) I miss Chicago. I miss GOOD food and nice department stores. Wisconsin is sucking the shopaholic out of me.

4) If I develop an accent from being in Wisconsin, you don't have to respect me.

Driving back tonight...and next week...and the week after...FABULOUS.

these trips better be worth it.
blog later.
me.