i am tired.
i wish i could go on vacation now. this week has been awful. I mean, literally, awful. What makes it even worst is knowing that it won't really get better anytime soon. I so desperately want to sleep in because i really need to catch up on my sleep...but i can't. ugh.
i know i'm smarter and better than this. i know i can do better. i just don't know how.
the chocolate mousse cake i bought to cheer myself up is not working. i think it's time to break out my bottle of wine. i suppose the only good thing is that i found a place that carries my wine so now i don't have to order it online or search for it in the city. but ugh... when is there time to drink my wine!?!?
it's so frustrating. i worked so hard in college and now i feel like i have nothing to show for it. i worked so hard now to get where i am and again, i feel like there's nothing to show for it. so freaking frustrating.
*sigh* i am so tired. time to try and get some sleep.
me.
