so jealous and so happy at the same time. I'm not jealous that I'm not the one who had the candle pass, but I wanted to be there! Oh well... I'm happy for her though. Congrats Sweetie. I'm so happy for you two. I hope now that you two are DEFINITELY more official, you don't work the poor boy too hard at COUP events. =)

So where do I start? Still feeling gross and I should have done my pilates tonight but I wasn't feeling it. I'm going to go on a diet though. This I've decided and declared. Only one real meal a day and the other meal is salad or soup. Call me crazy, but I just feel ugly all together. And you can try to tell me otherwise, that I'm not gross, fat and ugly but it won't do any good because that's the way I've been feeling.

Man, this weekend is going to be nuts. I can feel it. I'm excited, but at the same time, it feels so normal now. I don't know if that's good or bad. But I'm feeling pretty good right now. I can't decide what to pack and bring. It's supposed to be nice in NY. Someone is being nice to me and looking out for me.

I already broke Lent. I'm a terrible person. I'm trying to think of a suitable punishment but one isn't coming to mind. If you have suggestions, let me know. I'm so weak... man, what is wrong with me?

Okay, I'm going to go to bed now. One more day... I hope I make it.

blog later.
me.