What a f&cking rotten day. I wish I wasn't me today. I wish I didn't try to be a better person. I wish the sun wasn't so freaking bright. I wish I wasn't so freaking tired. I wish my stupid body would stop playing mind games with me. I wish I didn't have migraines. I wish I was properly warned that I would be walking back and forth putting clothes away. I freaking wish today never happened.

I'm losing my mind. There's no other way to explain it. I'm not getting any better. This is driving me absolutely freaking nuts. I can't take this. I'm really to implode. Seriously. I'm ready to implode.