So I told him that I e-mailed someone. I haven't thought about that someone seriously in a long time. It's weird. We haven't spoken for so long and then suddenly, he started popping up in my dreams. And the dreams... they were so real... I can remember almost every single one. It's so weird.

It feels like so much has happened and really, nothing has. I wonder when I'll start to feel differently. I wonder if he'll ever change his mind, if this is fate talking, if breaking up over that someone was a sign... too much to think about though.

I need a hobby. Any suggestions? Anyone?