I feel like crap. I think waking up sick is quite possible one of the worst feelings in the world. It sucks because you wake up from a night of quiet, restful sleep and the first thing you feel is soreness in your throat or a splitting headache. I hate being sick.

Do you know what else sucks? When you realize that you think more highly of a person than they think of you. Seriously. I've come to realize that I've been more thoughtful, caring and considerate towards certain people than I probably ever should have. People are so unappreciative, thoughtless and inconsiderate these days. I can think of at least three examples of people in my life who claimed to be genuine but in the end, they were more or less just using my generosity. How did people become so selfish? Even though my three examples are all males, I can think of a number of females who suffer from the same arrogance and selfishness. How do people live like that? I mean, don't you start to grow a conscience, a heart and learn some manners at some point in your life? Perhaps these people are all still trying to figure out how to grow up and be mature about things.

In any how, as much as I want to change and become mean and spiteful I don't think I have it in me. No wait...I think I do. But I don't want to add to the misery in the world and if anything, I want to make sure I move forward instead of backwards.

I hate being sick. Did I mention that already? Well, I do. Thank goodness tomorrow is Friday.

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me.